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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Forgive your enemies but never forget their names!!!>
Yes... Iguana... I will never forget your name! Muahahaha.... Not that I hold any grudges against you anymore anyway.
That phrase was featured in one T-shirt I saw in Bugis Street while me and Kak Nora was shopping during lunch time one friday since both of us were fasting together. I spend the entire 4 hrs before 6pm deciding whether I should buy the T-shirt or not. Just to make sure that I'm not buying the T-shirt on impulse. I did some survey among my friends and eventually decided that $8 is pretty okay for that wonderful phrased t-shirt. I couldn't help it!! The phrase remains in my head till now...
When my friends saw the phrase, they go... "Ooh... so now if you remember me, it's not a good thing ah?". Hehez... Girls... Come on! You know what i mean...
Anyway, something that I would never thought possible, happened last night. After the dance class, me and Irene planned to watch Red cliff together. I was walking around TM, checking out some stuff while waiting for her. Eventually I decided to go to UOB Bank to settle some errands, you know the ATM stations in between of TM and Century Square.
Yes, I was walking towards the ATM when I thought I saw someone I know. I thought to myself, this guy looks bloody familiar. He was wiping his noise in a revolting way with his hands and walking out of BK in a one peculiar style which only belongs to one guy I know. To my surprise, I realised, "Hey, isn't that the Iguana?". I was totally staring at him, observing him, walking closer and closer. Without noticing, a girl noticed I was staring at him. In returns, a girl was observing me back. The iguana walked towards her. They mumbled something to one another. And then he walked forward while she remains behind, searching for something in her bag. I continued observing him. In my heart, "My goodness! It's really him. What is the bukit batok guy doing here in TM?" But hey, this is Singapore. This country is too small. When he turns towards me, i quickly look at my hp... pretend not to notice him. Come to think of it... It's kinda pretty dumb movement. Should have just gave him a wave and walk off.
But I guess I wasn't in the mood to. 2 reasons... 1st, he betrayed my friendship and 2nd, he is not a friend and perhaps he had nvr been one either. For those who are worried about me, dont worry.. I'm fine. Really!!
I guessed he must be shocked to see me too. I look back at him and it was his turn to quickly look away. He simply look straight and then turned and walked back to his girl. They both walked mumbled something again to one another and continue walking to the opposite direction away from me. Both of them are wearing white t-shirt. Before I managed to do anything, my friend called and I have to go back to TM again. Unfortunately, both of them are still stuck at the front and I think he saw me walking towards them. I was busy talking to my friend while walking. By the time i reached the place where both of them were at first, it seems like he and his gf must have quickly berambus to avoid me. Haha... If that is true, what a coward.
I managed to find my friends and we went to watch the movie. My mind was kinda affected though. Ya Tuhan, is this a test for me from you? To face the man who had hurt me so much back then? Out of all guys I wish to bump, why him?? Issit to happily see that he have happily moved on? Even if he did, I dont care. I knew he had moved on long ago, the moment I stepped out of Delmas. Or perhaps there isn't a need for him to move on. It was me who needs to move on at that time. I still remember... I was terribly hurt or crushed so as to speak on 27 March. Bumped into him on 26 August. It's been 5 mths! Nope... I dont have feelings for him anymore. To be honest, I dont know what I saw in him back then. He is not even handsome! I have completely misjudged him and I'm glad he rejected me.
However, I couldn't help asking myself while looking at his girl. What does she have that I dont have? Am I not pretty enough? Issit my behaviour or my personality? Am I not good enough for him? Eventually, I shake those negative thoughts away and said, "I'm just not his type and let's face the reality shall we? He isn't my type either and I deserve so much better."
Friday, July 25, 2008
Missing In Action!!>
I haven't been blogging for eon weeks. Ever since i finish my audit exams, i have plans after plans after plans. I'm also currently busy with my auditing internship. The little free time(during which all my friends are too busy) that I have are used to spend time by myself to unwind or with my family. I barely watch tv nowadays too. I dont even watch much Cinta Fitri or Bawang Putih Bawang Merah.
Both my granny's birthday and mum's birthday party went well. Granny's birthday party was unplanned but it was cool. Her sisters (my grandaunts and family) came over to give her a surprise on Tuesday. Unfortunately, i return home late that night around 9pm due to Tuition. I thought we wont have much of a celebration. Just cut the cake and that's it. Anyway, granny knows exactly what she wants for her birthday. She specifically told my mum not to buy her those cakes from the bakery because she wants my mum to bake her favourite buttercake for her. Me and my relatives were guessing around what presents should we buy for her. She simply told everyone not to buy her tote bags because she got loads of them even branded ones. She just cant be bothered to use them except during special occasions. She caught me surfing around fabuloussparkles website for some brooches and asked me whether I'm shopping for her birthday present. Since I'm not good at making up excuses, I simply said, "Yes" and we surf the webbie together. Eventually, she found some dangly and sparkly brooches that she likes and I make an order for them. It's very nice!!! Diamonds are girl's bestfriend.
Mum's birthday... No need to say... It was a blast. All four siblings put in effort... even the youngest one, Rizqan. Of course, he dun know what he was doing initially coz that boy simply cant keep secrets when he is over-excited. Haiz... Kidz! Netball has been running smoothly. The one thing i'm looking forward to every week. Yeapz... I think our team is getting stronger and stronger each day. Yeay!!
