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Friday, November 23, 2007
Am I a Bad Girl now?>
I had lunch with my colleagues today at Technopark. It's a great place with lots of variety of food to choose from that the usual Nasi Padang we had at Comtech. Met the new staff whom gonna take over Kak Nura when she will be on maternity leave soon. Oh my god... she is just 22 but already married to 30 yr old husband and had 1-yr old son already. I was shocked of course! From her face and body, i thought she is already 25 or 26. Come to think of it, I think Kak Mazlin looks younger than her. But then, Kak Mazlin also not married yet. Hehez.... I want to ask her, dont you think you settle down too early? And i thought that by giving birth at young age, your body could easily slim down to the original size?
On the 2nd thought, most girls finish poly by the age of 19/20. And if they dont have the intention to further their studies, why not just let them get married? Even the CMA malay girls whose age around 21-23 are not married yet although they are attached. As for me, enjoy first larh... Still struggling with this degree. See irritating James Kwan(my financial repording and management accounting lecturer) face twice a week. I better start on my ISORG assignment 2 after this before the other lecturers also start giving another assignment as early 'Christmas Gift' to us. Oh how Glory... I'm sooo 'looking forward'.... NOT!!!
Anyway, had a meeting with them about what to wear for the company's DnD... Retro Nite. Kecoh siolz... we all really dont know what to wear. Kak Aisah told the new staff, Siti, that we are a crazy bunch of people. I continued... after a wear... she also turned crazy. Kak Ros and Kak Nura said... "Ya... just like her... Shida dulu baik, so decent... Skarang jahat". I got sensitive a little so i said, "Hoi... I'm still decent what?". And what do you guys mean by jahat? Am i really that jahat? I mean... I know I can be very playful. My colleagues havent got the full blast from me yet, and they say I'm jahat? Misha got the full blast after all the group study. We can simply go mad while studying. We had a helluva great time studying together. Right darling? As they always say, all work and no play is so boring.
Oh watever to them... I'm just being myself. I'm quite straightforward and supposedly just like them... if they cant take it... I guess i should just tone it down and watch what i'm saying. Only my close buddies and relatives can tolerate my crappiness. Now, i'm also able to open up myself more.... which allows me to click with Natalie's friends so effortlessly. I mean it is good rite... to be a little extrovert during parties. Get to know new people... Takkan asik-asik nak jadi malu-malu kucing selamanya? Memang tidak patut...
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Happy 21st Birthday Natalie...>
Last thursday, went to Natalie's Birthday Party. I thought it would be awkward at first because no one i know from my JC is going. Nat only invited all her closest friends which is around 40+. That's a lot of people, isnt it? But it isn't a surprise... Nat is really damn sociable. Love that girl... always so cheerful, full of optimism, and still very much the same girl who always have a lot of things on her mind, organise everything at the very last minute and manage to successful put together a successful event in the end. Anyway, Nat introduce me to her sec sch NPCC gang and we click very well. Make some new friends and had a great time on that day. Nat's Birthday pics:
Me and Birthday Girl.... 
Me and my new found friends.... Nice bunch of people.... Okie, now i better get back to my studies before i failed management accounting (MA) and probably got murdered by James(my lecturer).
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Dont push your limits...>
Today, wake up late for school again. What's new? Monday blues. Unfortunately, James gave us a surprise FR test today!! Damn it larh... I didn't really study for it. Especially the theory part. So screw it! Anyway, the test grade wont be taken account into our certificate anyway.
Last night, at the 11th hr, my cousin asked me to go online because she needed my help. I thought it is a matter of life and death. To my frustration, she just wanted me to help her print her assignments for her because she doesn't have any printer. And her only friend who can help her print the stuff lived in Yishun which is so far away from her house. So this is how the conversation goes,
She: Hey, i have a major problem here... ask my friend to print my assignments on tuesday night..she agreed..but i finishing my assignments today and decide to hand in tomorrow... but my friend stay in yishun...so its far to meet her
She: can u like pls pls pls pls pls print for me...i have no choice..i asked diana(our other cousin) but she got no printer
Me: You want me to print by tmr? In the middle of the night?
She: nope...ill come like tomorrow afternoon can?
Me: darling... i have SCHOOL... and i'm gonna sleep soon... if you want... by tuesday morning
She: It's okay then... Thanks...
Firstly, kindly dont make me go online just to hear ur request. Next time just SMS. The setup cost of setting up the lappie takes about 5 minutes, you know? And what major problem do you have? This is just puny cum sheer selfishness of troubling people without knowing that people are even more busier and have more major problems to resolve. What is wrong with these people? When you are nice to them, they take advantage of you. Well, you can take advantage of my sweety mum and sweety granny of mine. But not me. I may be nice... but i'm not a sweetie pie. This kind of thing, i'll help at my own convenience. As for last minute request, please dont try to push me with your 'pretty please please'. I'm cold-hearted... Begging just dont work for me. Spare no mercy.
Dad got a job... doing some supervision for a land surveyor company. Alhamdulillah. As for my maternal grandmother, she just dont know how to slack. It's like you study so hard for mths to prepare for the exams. And after the exams are over, you suddenly feel like the time just stops and you have nothing to do. You feel so at lost because now you realise you dont have to study anymore. Do you guys ever get that feeling? For us, that feeling is only temporary. The next thing we knew, we are making plans to meet up with our old friends and all kinds of other events. My granny is feeling that way... doing every housework which she can find in the house. It's not that i want to chase her out of the house. She is still young and strong. She should go out and meet up with her friends and sisters. Have a social life...
I wanted to blog on daily basis... but gosh... i'm just soo soo lazy.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Notice Me...>
Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
Your too busy playing games,
And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.
[Chorus]If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you notice me.
Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when your comin down,
I dont wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scolarship,
And all the friends that follow you,
Tell you things that just arent true,
I'm the girl you never see,
I'm the one you really need,
So dont you get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me
[Chorus]
I'm not like the rest,
I dont care if you're the best,
You see it, it's all the same to me ,
You just be who you want to be,
It's all the same to me,
Ohhh dont get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..
My favourite song at the moment...
