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Sunday, November 30, 2003
I've been eating...>
Oh dear oh dear... i've been eating and eating since the eve of Hari Raya. Haha... okay... pay back time for those days i can hardly eat during fasting month due to my sickness. Lost so much weight that time... even my pw members notice it. Hmmm.... Now, i gain them back! Almost every house i visit, i eat. If not meals... all those delicious goodies... oooh... cannot resist. Food Glorious Food!
Today, me and idah went to Misha's open house for Hari Raya. After we ate, we simply slack around, chitchatting and crappingz in misha's room. Ooooh.... Misha made lime water specially for me! Thank you darling! That is sooo thoughtful of you. :) Followed Idah shopping for her prom stuff at Tampines. Haha... we bought tuna bun too! Miss them so much! And we ate it in the bus! Haiz... Some things will nvr change since secondary school. What to do?
Idah is thinking of buying punjabi next year. Why? I was wearing punjabi today and she was wearing kebaya. Both of us are wearing high heels shoes. However, i walk faster bcoz i got more freedom. Haiz... Kebaya are a bit fitting. It's difficult to walk with a big pace when you are wearing kebaya.
Okay... gonna have a busy week next weak. Tuesday have guitar. Suppose to go studying with misha on wednesday but hayati asked me to jln hari raya with the group. I feel sooo bad to misha. Anyway, i havent meet hayati and the whole merepek gang for like more than 2 yrs liaoz. So yeah... just once in a year, rather not miss it. Have guitar again on thursday. Last of all, going to sister's sch concert on saturday. Poor sister... she have to play twice. One on friday and the other on saturday. Good luck to you! Haiz... so tired... i guess i'll stop here for now.... Tataz....
Saturday, November 29, 2003
What's wrong with my papa today?>
What has gone into daddy today? Nostalgic? Let me tell you guys wat happen first alright... Today in the afternoon, wak nani (my dad's eldest sister) have an open house for Hari Raya. As usual, the boys will wear something formal and the girls will wear the traditional costume. However, my dad wore something a little funny today. Instead of wearing a long sleeve shirt and pants like he used to, he wore a polo t-shirt and pants together with sports shoe but no socks!! Man! Who taught him that? It looks like a 40+ yr old man wearing clothes meant for 20+ yr old man. Looks sooo funny. Then can ask me, "okay or not? nice or not?" I wanna laugh but i can't. I don't know why... I'm usually straightforward and blunt with my words. But something inside me is so afraid that i'll hurt my daddy's feelings. So i just smiled and said okay as long as he wear socks. Immediately after that, i ran to my mum and said, "Ma... is papa okay today? Look at what he wear?" My mum simply gave him a gruesome frown and said something like, "Siaoz!" Dad can't hear coz mum lost her voice on thursday. So i console her, "It's okaylah... we are going to HIS sister's house."
Alright alright... I didn't mean to be bad about my dad... Well, one thing i'm sure of is that he actually wanted to wear something similar to Rizqan(my baby bro). Well, Raqin and Rizqan always get to wear something similiar but not dad. Perhaps he wanna show people that father and son are alike. (shrugged)
However, he is sooo unfair. Frankly speaking, i felt he is taking sides. Why must my dad tell me off, "Next time, dun say that... ppl's mum may scold." when i was teasing Azyan (my 12-yr old cousin) for wearing thick make up? I only teased, "Oooh... so scary." Is that wrong? In my heart was like, "You know she's already not pleasant looking at all rite? Perhaps not even normal looking, that is why you afraid i might make her mum angry rite?." Then what about MY MUM?!?!?! That Azyan's mum, Cik Idah(my dad's younger sis), said my baby brother look like ELF! Don't you know your bloody sister of yours ever hurt your wife's feelings? And you... Did you tell your younger sis the same thing that you tell me? NO! Now isn't that bias? Besides, i'm not the kind who hold grudges and taking revenge. Really! I may be hot-tempered. But what i did to Azyan wasn't and isn't a revenge. It's simply me... i also ever teased Shaheera (my closest cousin) when she was wearing thick make up. Especially when her make-up just doesn't goes. Haiz... Okay... Perhaps i should change this bad habit of mine... Actually, i have more complains abt my dad's family esp my paternal grandma of mine. That stingy old woman. Don't wanna tell you guys why. It would be so crude of me. Not an issue of hari raya money though. She said something which she shouldn't have. I simply can't stand her!!!! Favourism! Bias! Pilih Kasih! Hate such people!
Anyway, i have DISC profiling workshop this morning in school. Pretty lazy to go to sch actually. However, very curious about the personality test i did a week ago. Yeah... and learned about different personality types of people. Very interesting! Oooh... I'm an attainer. A mixture of "Steady" and "Domineering". More of Steady though.... Haha... the part of me about me always being frank with ppl is the "domineering" side of me! I used to think that only "Domineering" ppl have the ability to lead. However, I was very wrong. Everyone have the ability to lead in their own unique way. Even you! Really!... It's possible if you are determined enough. Oh yah... the coolest thing what i've learnt about myself today is that i'm very consistent and myself at all times. Yeapz... i'm always being myself! In public... in chatroom online... in front of my friends... If any of you think i'm different in chatroom and while you are talking to me personally.... i'm so sorry to say that you haven't know me that well yet... Haha.. guess you ppl have enough to read for today lah... There's more... But i guess certain things are best to be kept to oneself. As they always say, ignorance is a bliss. Till then... ;)
Friday, November 28, 2003
Relaxing day...>
Phew~.... Finally, my relaxing day of hari raya after 3 days going out visiting my relatives. Such a cool weather today. I totally love it... haha. Yeah... has been so tired for the past few days. Went to 30+ houses within 3 days.... hmm... wonder if any of you out there can break my record. Seriously, we reach home like 11+.... after we ate and bathe... we only manage to go to bed around 12.30am plus and was expected to wake up at 9am the next morning. Yeapz... had another crazy day yesterday... best of the 3 days of hari raya. Wanted to blog abt it last night but was simply damn lethargic. So i blog first then do my template later.
Firstly, we went to Nani Adik's (my youngest grandaunt) house and had our breakfast there. There was a feast! Mee goreng, nasi goreng, fish steak and bread and hot dog. Yummy! Haha... Nana Arifin (her husband) switch on karaoka for us. Yuck! All those old mly songs in the 60s and 70s. Got dangdut also! So farnie... My dad, grandma, some of my aunt, Nana arifin all sang. And you know wat? They want me to sing! Me? Mly songs? Just doesn't go... After that, all 4 cars again... continue visiting my mum's side of the family. And...ooooh.... Aunt Rani serve us cappati! Yeay! Watched a bit of "Koi Mil Gaya" at Nani Totak's house too.
Last of all, went to my fav aunt's house. Aunt mel, my fav aunt, me and some of female cousins simply slacking away in my aunt's room. Chatting and crappingz away about make-up and beauty products. My aunt has the problem of skin getting darker and darker. Her body is fairer compared to her face. Used to have that problem when i was in odac. But my aunt is not an outdoor person. It's something like shahid lah. Skin-tone... very dark. However, the face got very nice features. Anyway, I recommended "Garnier" to her... haha.... hey guys, "Garnier" is good i tell you. Really! Was recommended to me by my closest buddies. Idah used to have the same problem as my aunt. Just buy the yellow colour moisturiser will do.
Haha.... okok... enuf enuf.... After that, my baby bro came into the room. My aunt want him to dance but she dun have any linkinpark songs in her com. Aaawww.... too bad. Anyway, she got some bhangra songs. Haha... and we all dance bhangra in her room with my baby bro. Including some of my male cousins and my mum too! What to do? Paki ppl... Played with sophia too! She is soo cute... hehez... she wanted to hug my baby bro but my baby bro so shy and ran away.
Haiz.... that's abt it i guess. The highlights of yesterday. Today, simply slacking around since no one is coming yet. Mum nvr cook today. She's very sick... Lost her voice yesterday although she wasn't one of those ppl who karaoka. Hehez... Dad brought us out just now to buy lunch. Dad says he dun mind driving us to anywhere we want. Me and my bro so lazy, so we just tell him to drive us to his coffeeshop and we buy food from the western stall there. Sis have band until 10pm. Good, have all the time in the world to make my template.... tataz ;)
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
I'm a mermaid....hehez....>
Nah.... not a mermaid... It's just this punjabi i wore today... has this mermaid fashion. Very nice... All my aunts like it. Say i look like princess with my long hair. As for those of you who are not into fashion probably won't know what i'm talking abt rite? It's okay... I'm a fashion-idiot too. I didn't know until my cousins told me it's mermaid fashion. Orh well orh well, i owe it all to my mum. Haha... why? She knows more abt all these fashion stuff more than me. She knows wat's the latest design in the market and what is already worn by many ppl. As for me, hmmm.... ok... i was busy with pw the time my mum bought this punjabi. It's simply, "mummy buy.... i wear... coz me... anything goes." Hmmmm..... i presume some guys would find that statement familiar. Hehez...
Okay... First day of hari raya, it's some sort of an annual routine as i've stated in my last blog. Today, which is the 2nd day of hari raya, is very fun. Went visiting with my mum's side of the family together with my grandaunts, granduncles, aunts, uncles and cousins. How many cars going together? 4 cars of course. We visited a lot of houses today. Had fun playing with my baby cousin Sophia. Aargh... she's so cute with hazel brown eyes! Her name is soooo long... Sophia Banu Bishier Khan. Sounds a mouthful? I know. Well, just to indicate she's a pakistani issit? Hehez... I'm so glad my name is not "Rasyidah Bee Bee". My friends can tease me "lebah" i tell you.
Yeah... had a crazy day today. Went to this house who offered us DURIANS! Haha... the guys lah! Give the owner signal, "Hey! Ade bau ade bau!" means... got smell got smell.... Me too full just now. The smell make me sick. Besides, dad just bought durians on the eve of Hari Raya. Still got somemore... gonna eat them later. And one of my grandaunt give us some ladoo(indian goodies) to bring home. Hurrah Hurray... i love ladoo! Hehez... okay, was blogging while waiting for sis to finish bathing. Okay... gotta bathe now... whoo... so smelly! Haha... just kidding, still got my perfume smell. Tataz....
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Last day of puasa>
Yoz.... today is my last day of puasa guys. Tmr is hari raya puasa! Yesh! The day i've been waiting for is finally here. I've been such a slacker for the whole month of november! Seriously! After a week of sickness, i simply mentally sick and tired of sch.... And i think i've miss a couple of lectures and tutorials during the holz! Frankly speaking, i'm absolutely lost rite now. That's alright... People need to relax... Anyway, gotta start revision in the month of december. Need to catch all those i've missed first. Then need to study for my CA. Yeah... no more playing shida! My whole month of december gonna be busy busy busy. But i guess i still got time to go online at night. Until the sch starts.... haha..... j2 nightmare... here i come! Oklah, dun wanna talk abt sch anymore.... blog abt my that some other time ya? Anyway, muimui... if you are reading this blog.. i think i need ur help with the notes.
Tomorrow... First day of hari raya, as usual.... many ppl gonna come to my house early in the morning until around 2+pm. Unfortunately, my granny is not gonna make cappati this year. Haiz.... but she's gonna make briyani. Some of you might be wondering rite? How come not ketupat? Well, me and my siblings always complain that all houses on first day always make ketupat. So sick... one whole day eat ketupat and lontong. Since my greatgrandma died, ppl would visit my grandma coz she's the eldest sister. So my grandma would serve them cappati. Haha... yeah... Hari raya the pakistani way... Eid Mubarak~ (but this is in hindi, hehez)
My dad had been teaching my sister how to make ketupat. Haha... poor jannah almost give up. Well, i'll nvr forget how meaningful my sec 3 hari raya had been. Coz i've successfully achieve making ketupat all by myself! I know it's no big deal idah. It's just one of my childhood ambition. I told myself i'll be able to make ketupat one day when i grow up. The funny thing is, erm... no one is gonna cook ketupat in my house. Haha... We make for fun... like making origami. It's okay... gave them to my paternal family liaoz. They all cook ketupat! Tmr in the afternoon, gonna visit my own paternal grandma. Then visit paternal granduncles and grandaunts. Hate to say this but it's true... It's gonna be damn boring! Manage to escape that last year bcoz of SAT. This year no excuse. Haiz... watever~ My whole family gonna wear nice turqouise colour traditional clothes tmr. Yeay! It's a family tradition only for the first day of hari raya... I know some teenagers might thing it's yucky. But to me, i think it sounds fine to me...
For the first time, i hear my mum so disappointed with her child. It's my brother. Received his psle results. He is gonna enter NA. I know it's nothing bad but my mum is simply disappointed. I guess she must have high hopes for my brother since both me and my sister manage to enter express. Guess what my dad had said is right. My mum may not have high expectations regarding our results. Unlike my dad, always zoom in to my lousy mly marks and then ask.... how come you only get B for this? However, my mum do have high hopes that all her children make it to university. Or for my brother, at least becoming somebody successful. I failed before, but my mum understand jc education is totally not easy. My sis... arh... she's simply one smart girl. Good in science. Going to triple science next year. Gdluck to her man! As for my baby bro rizqan, a lot of ppl predicted he's gonna be one smart kid. Haha... Anyway, no one can foretell the future. We'll see abt that ;)
I've been receiving nice Hari Raya smses. Thanks to all you nice ppl out there! And thank you Iskandar for the Macromedia Flash Hari Raya card he drew by himself. It's sooo nice... i still keep replaying it. Haha... You know i like beautiful scenery, dont you? ;) Anyway, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS. And ya.... you guys should know me by now... so frank till my mouth got me into trouble sometimes. So if you guys ever got offended by me, or if i ever do anything wrong..... Hope you guys forgive me okay? Maaf zahir dan batin....
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Why can't everyone JUST SHUT UP!!!!>
What's wrong with everyone today? Or issit wat's wrong with me today? First thing it's my mum, she's being such an idoit!! Can't i play the com for awhile in between spring cleaning the room to relax a bit? Foolz.... I close the door coz the room was so messy with papers and files all over the place. Not secrets!!! Idiotz! What secrets do i have within my sch papers? I fail my paper i also let you know. And i dont doodle stupid stuff during lessons... I normallly pay attention. Okay fine! Whatever... I'm not gonna do the re-organising of my table until i've cooled down. All your fault!! You stop me! I was such in a good mood to clear up everything. Then i wanna rest for awhile, cannot ya? Fine! Now i just chucked everything into the unseen places... make the top neat and clean for YOU TO SEE SEE! And now... I'M RESTING FOR GOOD till i've cooled down.
Then this iskandar... What's wrong with him? I told him abt the saudi arabian guy on my msn who found me thru mesra net. Well, dun ask me wat's mesra net. I totally have no idea okay? Nvr heard of such things before in my life. When i ask him wat's mesra net, he said ok only. What a fool! He only understands a bit of english. Speaks arab... lyk duh.... wat else do ppl there speak? Abt 20 yrs old... quite charming... but selenger!!! Even diana and fareed agreed that time when i invite them into our conversation. I blocked him after our first chat, then he ask his friend to chat with me and tell me to unblock him. What the....
And iskandar... i dun know wat has come into him... So irritating for the first time. I wasn't even feeling down. He was like... go with the arab guy lah... Go and find someone new. Trying to console me some stuff. Hey, i'm not desperate okay. You also another one, why must you say things when you know it's gonna make me feel down. Fine! I've been such a fool and a bit naive. But i dun need another guy to forget one guy? What kind of chain process is that? No wonder some ppl can change bf like changing clothes. Besides, i'm doing fine on my own. Wait... I'll nvr be alone and lonely... I'll always have Allah with me. And i'll always have my friends whenever i need them. I have my music which nvr bores me. Last but not least, i'll always have my family though my mum can be such a pain sometimes. :)
Saturday, November 22, 2003
Fantastic shopping day!!>
Heyz.... went to Bugis today and bought a lot of stuff. Firstly, went to idah's house to help with her internet. Hmmm.... Hope her msn can work this time. It's difficult to find one another in irc. Anyway, off to bugis after that.
Hehez.... Before we manage to walk around much, i bumped into my cousin Shaheera with her friend. Shaheera and idah's sister are sch friends. So me just intro them and talk to shaheera a bit. Then, continue to shopping. Hehez... her friend said i look like eurasian/arab. Haha... I take that as a compliment. Hari raya is coming! All my close relatives gonna be at my house in the morning visiting my grandma. Yeapz... That includes shaheera, my closest cousin. Grew up with her... It's amazing how time flies...
Shopping... hmm.... I can't even remember which is the first shop i went to. I was simply stoning away following zuraidah around initially. And zuraidah, it's okay... You didn't bore me at all. It's just that me can only look look at those nice bags.... but cannot buy. Haiz... Firstly, i normally buy them when mummy is around. Point at which one is nice. If mummy thinks the price is reasonable with the design and quality, she dun mind paying more. Secondly, i already have so many nice handbags though my fav is the dull black handbag. Besides, i'm not going for the prom this year. None of my closefriends in my ex-class are going. So no point. Anyway, i want Natalie to design my prom dress next year. I know where to get it tailor-made at cheap price liaoz. Yeah... I've been admiring those beautiful dresses that Nat draw in class. Haiz, too bad we won't be in the same class next year. But we will still keep in touch! It's nvr impossible... Just look at me and my ex-classmates. :) And Nat, hopefully you can be with us at the prom. Mui mui... you must go hor... Or else... our clique so boring. :)
Okay where have i drifted to? Haha... Anyway, i bought lash expansion which my sis says it make me look like 'cleopatra'. Thanks ya? :P Wanna buy the straightener that idah bought but.... I think i wanna keep my hair wavy for this year. Just tot of some hairstyle i can make with them. More unique ;)
Bought silver polish and polish all those brownish necklaces and earrings. Now they are so bright and shiny. Can wear them again! Yeay! Last of all, bought a nice necklace. Arh... i know i have too many necklace liaoz. But only have one neck. But it is sooo sooo nice!!! Cannot resist..... Before we went home, we took prints.... you know those card thingy... Sorry idah, i ain't scanning it today. Think i wanna finish clearing up my mess and reorganise my notes first... Doubt i will be online tonight.... Tataz...
Thursday, November 20, 2003
My weird dreams...>
Had a dream last night about LORD OF THE RINGS!!! How interesting... Coz i'm part of it! Hehez... Sorry idah... Dun have legolas, frodo, gandolf in this lotr dream. Hey? Why do i say sorry for? You fall for orlando bloom... not legolas. But then this dream is very very weird. Got hercules also... Hmm... I must have been watching too much of that show i guess. And the people in my dreams... mostly are from my sec sch and some of my 031s18 classmates. Yeah yeah... now i can say sorry idah... I dreamt of Hafiz leading us from one place to another. What to do? Always respected him as "Mr.Chairman" or "Mr.Chairmek". Then got this small skinny little person who keep saying, "My precious"... Hmm... Forget his name.... Think i must read my LOTR book again.
Anyway, dun know why eileen was there in my dream giving some visual presentation to others... But what i know is... I miss my sec sch friends a lot. Those chinese i used to be close to when i was in sec 2 but nvr had the chance to keep in touch with them. Like Liling, Yifei, Geraldine, Jasmine, Sarah, Jia Liang, Aron Benedict Chan and Handoko. Zaky found me in friendster. Give me a shock for awhile coz he put his name as "Mamat". I was like mat mane entah...
Anyway, hmmm.... tmr gonna post those hari raya cards that i've wrote. Think it's about time lah... Hari raya nak dekat... Yeay yeay! Granny not gonna cook cappati again this year. :( But it aint gonna be ketupat at my house. ;) Coz the rest of the day will eat ketupat at my paternal side of the family house. Cant wait for zuraidah to call me tmr nite regarding the shopping in bugis on saturday. Maybe should drag faizah along. Yeay yeay! Shopping... here i come. Nothing much for me to shop anyway, pampered girl like me... everything mummy do. She even bought my punjabi all by herself. Went shopping with her in geylang and she bought for me both colour bangles that match my punjabi coz i can't decide which one is better. How to grow up like this? Gonna be 19 lehz... Hoi! Wake up lah girl! I bet idah gotta tok to me for long hrs tmr... We have a lot of things to catch up with each other... Haha... Okay... gotta go guitar lessons later... Selamat berpuasa!
