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Saturday, November 29, 2003
What's wrong with my papa today?>
What has gone into daddy today? Nostalgic? Let me tell you guys wat happen first alright... Today in the afternoon, wak nani (my dad's eldest sister) have an open house for Hari Raya. As usual, the boys will wear something formal and the girls will wear the traditional costume. However, my dad wore something a little funny today. Instead of wearing a long sleeve shirt and pants like he used to, he wore a polo t-shirt and pants together with sports shoe but no socks!! Man! Who taught him that? It looks like a 40+ yr old man wearing clothes meant for 20+ yr old man. Looks sooo funny. Then can ask me, "okay or not? nice or not?" I wanna laugh but i can't. I don't know why... I'm usually straightforward and blunt with my words. But something inside me is so afraid that i'll hurt my daddy's feelings. So i just smiled and said okay as long as he wear socks. Immediately after that, i ran to my mum and said, "Ma... is papa okay today? Look at what he wear?" My mum simply gave him a gruesome frown and said something like, "Siaoz!" Dad can't hear coz mum lost her voice on thursday. So i console her, "It's okaylah... we are going to HIS sister's house."
Alright alright... I didn't mean to be bad about my dad... Well, one thing i'm sure of is that he actually wanted to wear something similar to Rizqan(my baby bro). Well, Raqin and Rizqan always get to wear something similiar but not dad. Perhaps he wanna show people that father and son are alike. (shrugged)
However, he is sooo unfair. Frankly speaking, i felt he is taking sides. Why must my dad tell me off, "Next time, dun say that... ppl's mum may scold." when i was teasing Azyan (my 12-yr old cousin) for wearing thick make up? I only teased, "Oooh... so scary." Is that wrong? In my heart was like, "You know she's already not pleasant looking at all rite? Perhaps not even normal looking, that is why you afraid i might make her mum angry rite?." Then what about MY MUM?!?!?! That Azyan's mum, Cik Idah(my dad's younger sis), said my baby brother look like ELF! Don't you know your bloody sister of yours ever hurt your wife's feelings? And you... Did you tell your younger sis the same thing that you tell me? NO! Now isn't that bias? Besides, i'm not the kind who hold grudges and taking revenge. Really! I may be hot-tempered. But what i did to Azyan wasn't and isn't a revenge. It's simply me... i also ever teased Shaheera (my closest cousin) when she was wearing thick make up. Especially when her make-up just doesn't goes. Haiz... Okay... Perhaps i should change this bad habit of mine... Actually, i have more complains abt my dad's family esp my paternal grandma of mine. That stingy old woman. Don't wanna tell you guys why. It would be so crude of me. Not an issue of hari raya money though. She said something which she shouldn't have. I simply can't stand her!!!! Favourism! Bias! Pilih Kasih! Hate such people!
Anyway, i have DISC profiling workshop this morning in school. Pretty lazy to go to sch actually. However, very curious about the personality test i did a week ago. Yeah... and learned about different personality types of people. Very interesting! Oooh... I'm an attainer. A mixture of "Steady" and "Domineering". More of Steady though.... Haha... the part of me about me always being frank with ppl is the "domineering" side of me! I used to think that only "Domineering" ppl have the ability to lead. However, I was very wrong. Everyone have the ability to lead in their own unique way. Even you! Really!... It's possible if you are determined enough. Oh yah... the coolest thing what i've learnt about myself today is that i'm very consistent and myself at all times. Yeapz... i'm always being myself! In public... in chatroom online... in front of my friends... If any of you think i'm different in chatroom and while you are talking to me personally.... i'm so sorry to say that you haven't know me that well yet... Haha.. guess you ppl have enough to read for today lah... There's more... But i guess certain things are best to be kept to oneself. As they always say, ignorance is a bliss. Till then... ;)
