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Monday, January 19, 2004
What a nice day to sleep.... ZzZzZzZz.....>
Yoz.... It has been raining since 2pm this afternoon. Just wish i can sleep man! Baby bro Rizqan is sleeping soo... peacefully. Haiz... If only it's still holidays. Then i can sleep too! Now got a lot of homework to finish today. So better stay awake and finish them.
I think srjc got too few malays. And because of that, everyone is automatically part of the malay cultural society(mcs). What the heck.... I don't give a hoot about that cca. Those malay cliques don't talk to me at all. Beats me what they are thinking of me. Whatever it is... i don't care. They dont even give us newcomers some warm welcome. Where are your manners man... mcs ppl? Always so caught up with your own ppl. Just whatever.... Anyway, i can only get the points in mcs if i have at least 80% attendance. Haiz... Useless! Because everyone is part of mcs, cikgu gave us an IQ quiz in malay. One of the question is "who is composer of the piece Sonata for piano". Obviously it's beethovan for those of you who don't know. Then there are questions abt sejarah islam, current affairs, history and the most shocking of all..... maths questions that sounds stupid... some cant be solve... some don't even need to calculate. The funny thing that happen was, some ppl took out their calculator to calculate. Haha.... And at the end of the paper, they ask "why do we think we are good enough to go for the IQ competition?". I simply felt like answering them, "No.... i'm obviously not good enough to join the competition.... besides, i was force to take this quiz."
Poor madam.... she doesn't know when does the librarian gonna start doing duty. And those idiotic library excos are so blur blur. Good larh... No need to do library duty during my free period today. I was slacking with muimui, woanling, winnie and daniel at the canteen telling each other about ghost stories that we have heard. After that, we proceed to our econs tutorial. Mrs teo was going through econs common test essay today. I bet i'm gonna be doom! I'm seriously am! She mentioned about one person writing her essay like gp style with no econs concepts. Although she didnt mention her name in front of the class. I know it's me. That's totally me i tell you. I don't know what i should write. I'm completely lost with wages topic and national income. That's it shida! I'm gonna start taking tuition for econs. I mean it! Aaarggh! Chemistry and maths... you are my only hope left.
I went to Raisa's wedding yesterday with Shareena and her boyfriend at Futsing Building. We were afraid that it'll be a little awkward. Fortunately, we saw some srjcians and join them at the table for dinner. Lucky girl, she got such a handsome husband. Just a compliment, anyway one should not judge another person by looks. Raisa look beautiful yesterday like a princess. Met her mum to pass her the money after we wish her. The wedding was such a grand one. There was an emcee and some dance performance. Unfortunately, we couldn't stay for the cutting the cake ceremony. We know they gonna drag the wedding till 10pm although it's mention in the card that everything will end at 9.30pm. Shareena has work tmr morning and i have school. So we left around 9.30pm. I received a very beautiful berkat. It's a crystal and a light. Where you suppose to put the crystal on the light place thingy and then watch the crystal glows in different colours. Inside the crystall got tiny bits of bubble shape like a mosque. Very Nice!!! I like!! Haha... okayz... think i better start doing my homework liaoz.... Toodlez.... :)
Friday, January 16, 2004
Too lost in you~>
Hmmm.... how's the common test? Econs is doom case as predicted. Not bcoz the paper was tough. It was ME! Me and my lazy bum! Slacking all my holidays away. I barely touch my econs during the holz anyway. At least i got practise a bit of maths and chemistry. But still not enough. Haiz... This year A levels lehz. How to score well if you go on like this. Cancelled my dental appointment bcoz of guitar exco meeting. Bleargh... it's simply wasting my time. That president.... she cannot take things one by one. She keep moving from one agenda to another agenda. So disorganise. Just whatever~ I went bcoz i haven't been going to a lot of exco meeting during the holz. Haiz... naughty me.
Omar going ns today. Shahid feel sad about it. Hahaha... Oh Shahid, you are so emotional. Why he feel sad? Because he can't meet his ns friends often. Hey shahid, come on... you turn will come soon. Anyways, even among my female friends.... i dont get to meet them often you know. Even though girls don't have to go ns, we still don't get to meet each other often. And i knew that ever since all my jc2 friends graduated from srjc on graduation day. Whatever it is, even though we dun get to meet often... doesn't mean we can't keep in touch with each other. So there's nothing to be sad about. :)
School is getting better everyday. I beginning to catch up on my school work again. Yeah, i've gained my momentum backz! Need to concentrate on my SATs for next week! Yikes! Nvm... I can do it! :) That's it shida. No more slacking from now on. Very soon it's gonna be February. Pretty fast don't you think? Before you know it, you'll be taking ur prelims already. So better start now! Hmmm.... Maybe i'm gonna put calendar in this blog somewhere when i have the time. So that i can organise my schedule. With all the events coming up, guitar practises, orientation, mid-year and 15th anniversary concert. I'm so tired liaoz.... gonna take a short nap before doing my work... Tataz...
Sunday, January 04, 2004
"Enlightenment is your ego's greatest disappointment">
You tell me to figure out this qoute by myself. Frankly speaking, i still keep on pondering what's the real meaning of the quote. I've not quite understand it. Anyway, i've been doing some soul searching within myself lately. Getting feedbacks from friends whether there's anything i should improve on. Well, here it goes:
1) I doubt i'll be online much anymore. Unless i need to do some research for gp. Chatting... perhaps during weekends.
2) Dont take things for granted. Such as.... save up my own money if i wanna buy something that is quite costly. Instead of asking my dad for money (daddy will surely give of course). Which girl doesn't enjoy shopping right? Anyway, i wanna know how's life like to be poor. To be unable to afford a lot of things that you wanted. Just to discipline myself.
3) No more fooling around. Must make sure i complete all my tutorials and assignments. Do my revision regularly starting from now! Don't wait till April. I'll have a lot of things to catch up by then. From what i've observed, my friends who start their revision early and consistently manage to score pretty well for their prelims.
4) Dont be too frank all the time! Sometimes i do regret after what is being said. Must give a 2nd thought before i open my mouth.
5) As usual, nvr ever use vulgarities no matter how angry i am. Actually, i don't do that anyway. However, just a reminder that i should nvr start no matter one even some of friends(dun wanna mention anyone in particular) like to use them casually. [NO MAKI]
6) Be patient. I realised this part of me has faded away somehow last year.
7) Be courteous... Be generous...
8) Plan ahead and be more organise.
My distant cousin is getting engage. And i was simply shocked! He is only 19 for goodness sake. Just finish ITE. He still have long way to go... like poly... ns? Hmmm... None of my business ya? Since he was the one who wanna make the commitment. Adding on to that, my friend from 032s16 is getting married. I was sooo surprised! She haven't even receive her A level results yet. Orh well, as they say..."bile dah ada jodoh, ape salahnye?". Pardon me for over-reacting. However, there's one more thing i realised abt myself which is.... i'm not ready for those kind of commitment like engage or marriage (like who wants me anyway). My mind is pretty much on getting good grades for my A levels esp for GP. Followed by.... having a little tour overseas with my friends. Get a part-time job perhaps just to fill up my days while waiting for results. And i really really wanna go to university... who doesn't rite?
12 jan -- Gp and maths exam
13 jan -- Econs exam
14 jan -- Chem exam
15 jan(no sch) -- Appointment with dentist and practise SATs
16 jan -- sch as usual
17 jan -- Guitar pracitise, collect edusave merit bursary and practise SATs
18 jan -- Practise SATs in the morning then proceed to Raisa's wedding in the evening
Pretty crampy huhh? I thought so too myself. I haven't include the meetings regarding chingay yet. Haiz... It's gonna be very busy January... Toodlez...
Saturday, January 03, 2004
Happy Birthday Shida!!!>
Helloz ppl.... thank you for all the thoughtful wishes via sms or email and the wonderful gifts. Thank you so much Idah for giving me a treat to a movie. I think we've just started a tradition between the two of us. Every birthday since sec 4, you take me to the movie. Haha... so sweet of you. :)
School started out just fine... First thing in the morning, mrs teo ask me, "Shida...you owe me something do you?". Give me a shock sia....in blur face i told her, "I brought my report book today and it's in my bag." What a day to start my birthday i thought to myself. I was a little disappointed about the different teachers we got. No more Mr.Tan for GP. No more Ms.Lim for econs. Most of the teachers went up with us. Except that for gp, we got ms doreen heng instead of mdm tang L.L. And Coreen from 2s17 was jumping for joy bcoz they don't like ms doreen heng. Coreen was telling us how boring ms heng is, how horrible she is, how 'nyanyok' she is. What the hell sia? My class got mdm tang L.L before... and we can complain abt mdm tang the same thing as she complain abt ms. heng. Can ask somemore what mdm tang is like? I simply rolled my eyes at her and said, "She is just as horrible! Perhaps even more...". Ms heng give them pathetic marks? Like AS IF that mdm tang gonna give you more marks. Whatever it is... my class was disappointed we didnt get Mr.Tan again. Coz at least.... we understand what he is talking about.
Haiz... first day of school was simply just slacking away. Our teachers did a little revision for maths and econs. Ms doreen heng seems like a nice old hag. Talk a lot of things that are out of topics. Hmmm.... Perhaps i can ask qns and get her step out of it. It works for today.... She was like going through the whole bunch of crappy rules.... and then suddenly she asked for a "keyword". I whispered to my friend, "keyword is i'm getting sleepy". After she explain wat the keyword is... she finally talk something that makes sense regarding how lessons gonna be next year. For the first time, srjc wont be having any GP lecture. Woohoo! Yes! Yes! Yes! Like finally they realised that it was bloody useless. Guess the new principal is really effective. She really take in our suggestions into consideration. :)
Haiz.... I can't believe i was FORCED to take part in the chingay. All students who went for LTC must report to sch at 10am in LT1. Attendence is compulsory. Okayz.... and guess wat happens last night, one girl sms me at 11.50pm that there will be a guitar meeting at 8.45am the next morning. What the heck... Obviously i know nothing abt the guitar meeting. Just as i thought, not many ppl went anyway. They inform us too last minute! I was already asleep by the time they sms me. And i woke up at 9am the next morning. How nice of you guys... Anyway, SRJC is taking part in the chingay. Which will be held around at the end of this month. They need at least 500 people to join. Based on the jc2s alone, i think they need to drag 5/6 of the school to join in the celebration. Haiz... Nvm... Gonna get 2 cca points for it anyway. :) Darn... i still haven't finish my homework and all the dateline is next week. Gotta finish them soon... Toodlez ;)
