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Sunday, January 04, 2004
"Enlightenment is your ego's greatest disappointment">
You tell me to figure out this qoute by myself. Frankly speaking, i still keep on pondering what's the real meaning of the quote. I've not quite understand it. Anyway, i've been doing some soul searching within myself lately. Getting feedbacks from friends whether there's anything i should improve on. Well, here it goes:
1) I doubt i'll be online much anymore. Unless i need to do some research for gp. Chatting... perhaps during weekends.
2) Dont take things for granted. Such as.... save up my own money if i wanna buy something that is quite costly. Instead of asking my dad for money (daddy will surely give of course). Which girl doesn't enjoy shopping right? Anyway, i wanna know how's life like to be poor. To be unable to afford a lot of things that you wanted. Just to discipline myself.
3) No more fooling around. Must make sure i complete all my tutorials and assignments. Do my revision regularly starting from now! Don't wait till April. I'll have a lot of things to catch up by then. From what i've observed, my friends who start their revision early and consistently manage to score pretty well for their prelims.
4) Dont be too frank all the time! Sometimes i do regret after what is being said. Must give a 2nd thought before i open my mouth.
5) As usual, nvr ever use vulgarities no matter how angry i am. Actually, i don't do that anyway. However, just a reminder that i should nvr start no matter one even some of friends(dun wanna mention anyone in particular) like to use them casually. [NO MAKI]
6) Be patient. I realised this part of me has faded away somehow last year.
7) Be courteous... Be generous...
8) Plan ahead and be more organise.
My distant cousin is getting engage. And i was simply shocked! He is only 19 for goodness sake. Just finish ITE. He still have long way to go... like poly... ns? Hmmm... None of my business ya? Since he was the one who wanna make the commitment. Adding on to that, my friend from 032s16 is getting married. I was sooo surprised! She haven't even receive her A level results yet. Orh well, as they say..."bile dah ada jodoh, ape salahnye?". Pardon me for over-reacting. However, there's one more thing i realised abt myself which is.... i'm not ready for those kind of commitment like engage or marriage (like who wants me anyway). My mind is pretty much on getting good grades for my A levels esp for GP. Followed by.... having a little tour overseas with my friends. Get a part-time job perhaps just to fill up my days while waiting for results. And i really really wanna go to university... who doesn't rite?
12 jan -- Gp and maths exam
13 jan -- Econs exam
14 jan -- Chem exam
15 jan(no sch) -- Appointment with dentist and practise SATs
16 jan -- sch as usual
17 jan -- Guitar pracitise, collect edusave merit bursary and practise SATs
18 jan -- Practise SATs in the morning then proceed to Raisa's wedding in the evening
Pretty crampy huhh? I thought so too myself. I haven't include the meetings regarding chingay yet. Haiz... It's gonna be very busy January... Toodlez...
